Mood: a-ok
A dialogue- where more was revealed about privilege indirectly than directly.
Today, I (and my "consultation" class group) held a dialogue at uni between students from different parts of Sydney. It was meant to be one based on divisions of class (projected spatially), however, the people who turned up were overwhelmingly middle class and generally not from the Western Suburbs. This pattern of attendance was very much a result of class barriers:
1.most people at Sydney Uni have class privilege.
2.those people who can spare time at uni (rather than having to go to work) are privileged in money.
3.those people who have the confidence to respond to such an invitation are privileged.
4.those people who are in my and other friends' social networks (from which we recruited most of the people) generally have educational privilege.
Most of the (more obviously working class people) from the Western Suburbs who I invited last week did NOT turn up. One Vietnamese-Australian guy from Cabramatta emailed me to say he had to work. His friend did not come either. All three of the homie guys I invited did not come. They were reluctant to come to Manning- they did not like the people there. Perhaps this was also because they were recruited randomly- they were not my friends hence felt no sense of obligation. The only Western-suburbs person who came was Danielle, who was quiet for most of the discussion.
So what happened today? I was quite frustrated by the poor quality of analysis and discussion that took place, and the general uniformity of the people who turned up. I guess generally dialogues attract articulate people. Also, the way that stereotypes were uncritically raised and laughed about, yet with no direct interrogation of the validity of those stereotypes. So... I need to work out what to do for next dialogue. I am thinking of doing a short film of interviews to show people as stimulus....
Anyway- driving and picking up my sister, I started thinking more about privilege. I would love to study privilege in a philosophical/ language/ economic way. What does it mean to 'have' privilege? What are some taxonomies of privilege that we can use? What about oppression? In what way is privilege 'good fortune' and in what way is it class, handed down the generations...?
Anyway- then Liz got me to come with her to Bikram Yoga, which was in a hot room (hatha). That is why I feel great whereas yesterday and the day before I was falling asleep all the time.
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